3 questions & a prayer (on video)

Lately a friend posted a link to another afterlife account story - another of these "unconditional love" stories I've long heard all too much of, and still I'm left in want of a single word from the other side, my own side, from those who do not take the bait by which the demiurge (AKA "Jehovah" or simply "god") lures souls into its trap to assimilate them.
Although just another voice of the Right Hand Path, I still found an article on that same website that has been slightly useful, as those three questions actually make sense, and so I answered them for myself, and I think everyone can find their own answers on these. So...

1) "Who/what owns me in this life?"
No, no people or institutions for sure!! As in what energies or spirits - the spirit of rebellion, is the answer that came to my mind right away; the spirit that seeks power, not love; independence, not unity; an energy that is defiant, subversive - in a spiritual, not political sense - and thus certainly Satanic.

Which brings us to the second question, which to me seems almost trivial although nothing could ever possibly be of higher importance or significance in my life...
2) "Who/what is my God?"
Obviously, my god is Satan. And I'm not saying this just out of habit and without questioning; as a truly spiritual person you ought to question your path again and again - no matter what your path is. But I come to the same conclusion each time: that this one is beyond question. Spiritually, I can feel where my "home" is: where the outlaws are, those who will not serve.

And lastly,
3) "Am I one with my conscience?"
Yes. This is the path I have chosen, and I am certainly not unified with the creator/demiurge! I am absolutely at one with my choice, it is the only path I want to be traveling, the one that takes me where I belong.

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The night after I read the article I had a dream I felt to be meaningful in the context.
It was Easter, and the streets were filled with parades; Jesus was with them, and they celebrated his death and his immortality. I looked on and thought that's nothing special really, given that we're all as good as dead - as in, inevitably going to die - and we're all immortal as well as our souls will live on.
If Jesus was to die for them all again now it thus meant nothing.
I would follow my Master, and my Master was there with me - Satan's son.
Jesus died in the street there, and my Master walked up to him and broke off a finger of the corpse, the way you easily break off a leg or wing from a fried chicken, and he bit some meat from it. I was to do as my Master did and broke off another finger, and those fingers of Jesus were in fact like roasted chicken in texture, and not like raw meat and bones.

Let us pray...

The Accursed Rhyme

Scrying for you, dear readers, from my crystal ball. Woe, it is dark, dark visions I see...

The nightmares may be catching on. There's more accursed rhymes where this one came from...

Wear a Snake for (against) St. Patrick's!

The kind of ideas you get in dreams. Well, oftentimes they're not bad and do make sense - at least I feel I can pick out those which make sense, and now here is one.

Little F***-uppy: talking about not wearing green but wearing that washed-out camou shirt underneath. It's old and washed out but still a little bit greenish in places, no? LOL

Anyway, it's camou, not plain green. Damn it. ;)

Busy Springtime & Upcoming Solar Eclipse!

Oh dear, already Sunday again and I haven't even posted the blog I meant to write last Sunday! Finally starting into spring means it's such a busy, busy time, apparently. And last Sunday allowed a little preview, just for one day for now, of what real life will be like again.
I feared it would be terribly crowded everywhere as it was Sunday as well as the first day of the year with relatively warm and sunny weather - but I found a very nice and peaceful place, taking a turn past a dairy farm, a dead end into the woods with no one else around.
Being out in nature feels much more real when walking barefoot. It was still very cold for that, just low 60's, but I hadn't done it in far too long - so long that the beech nuts felt quite prickly under my feet; I need to get back into the practice.
I was also wearing this beaded barrette I had just made the day before.

No, fortunately NOT snow but just a
felled birch trunk.

The cranes were also returning in vast bands across the skies.

A flaming sunset as perfect closure.

The coming week will be busy too; on two days I'll even be working out at different gyms on the way to or from appointments - great that my membership allows me to use any of the McFit gyms all over Germany (and some abroad already, however unfortunately none in Holland yet). On Friday I'll be in Cologne. Since that's a 2 hour ride, and 2 hours back as well, I'll only do a quick shoulder workout then. If I'm lucky enough with the weather I can even watch the gedeeltelijke zonsverduistering ... oops, I mean the partial solar eclipse, on the way! Sorry, link is in Dutch - I tried but since it will only be visible here in Central Europe there seems to be very little info about it in English language; I couldn't find anything on spaceweather.com and I might in fact have missed it if I didn't receive the newsletter from scientias.nl (also Dutch, good practice for me) - only this one here on space.com, but a look there is worth it as it has two links to live webcasts of the eclipse!
I'll pack my welding goggles on Friday. :)

I'll still have to do a chemistry quiz for my MOOC later - I had to abandon the second course I had enrolled for, more than one at a time is too much for my busy life.

At the botanic garden.