The past is bleak and barren. All the more pleasant memories I have of my life are of rather recent date, nearly none stretching farther back than the past decade. The further back, the more bleak and awful they get. The more reason to count my blessings now.
Yesterday I celebrated Good Friday - although it's more like an Evil Friday for a Satanist - once more turning to the old ritual of dance, which can be quite powerful when possessing a body like mine that can bear the force of channeling serpentine power, that is fast enough to be nearly lifted up into the air.
I greatly acknowledge the support coming from all corners of the Earth - not support for me personally, that's not what I mean. Most of what support I've had in my life was never given or meant to me personally, but whoever serves Satan is on my side. Whether it's art or music or something entirely different, it can be of great treasure, and there is nowadays so much more of it than there used to be, and much easier accessible.
Btw, from all corners of the world: Even from places where it means putting themselves in great peril, like the black metal band Al-Namrood from Saudi-Arabia, please SUPPORT!!!
I bought two of their albums so far, love the oriental elements in their music, they're amazing artists!
I could tell so much more. I've found treasures on eBay I wouldn't even have dared to dream of ever getting my hands on back when I was a kid and when everyone tried to take it away from me. Yes, that certain movie... Back then, all I knew of it was a crappy VHS version dubbed in a foreign language, barely understandable, and in very poor resolution on a tiny TV set. It's sad how I had never heard his voice then. It's even a wonder how I got the message anyway, so to speak, but such are the powers of Satan.
And no, it wasn't the Warlock who first won me over, I had been worshiping Satan long before that. I first prayed to Satan when I was about 8 years old, and for no apparent reason. I suppose I've had the Black Flame within me all along, possibly even from before I was born into this life - this I don't know about, so I won't make any claims here.
Even when it comes to much more sinister things I've found much treasure I wouldn't have dreamed of back then. I remember when I was a teenager, "Faces of Death" and "Men Behind the Sun" were among the most forbidden, goriest movies out there - in absolutely awful resolution which was explained by the fact of being real footage and seemed to add to the allure somehow. Much, much later I heard they were much less "real" than they were alleged to be...
But nowadays I know where to find lots of gore video material, and it's all real. I've had the immense privilege to view masked men slitting throats in HD, and more.
Yes, I do consider this an immense privilege and I don't give a rat's ass about how anyone likes it. I'm profoundly evil and I delight in it, and it's weird but kind of entertaining how some supposed "friends" suddenly wake up to the fact, sometimes after years only, and due to much more banal incidents than the details I've revealed above - such as the one with the cute little snake.
Yes, I said cute little snake... that's just how I roll, LOL.
One of the people who unfriended me over the snake (yes, after years!) had only about 3 days earlier done me an immense favor in buying me something I was otherwise unable to get my hands on since I don't have any credit card. I paid him back the amount immediately and later received the pictures... pictures of my Master, I needed to have them... To the no-longer-my-friend: You too have served Satan. :D
Yes, I'm profoundly evil but I'm also very tolerant, generous, and I have a great sense of humor.
I'm much more open-minded than some orthodox Satanists who bash, for instance, bands like Cradle of Filth for not being true Satanists. I like the band a lot and have several albums by them - it's great art and I find it enjoyable. They're not opposed to or even hindering the cause by simply making great music, even without the true Satanic spark in it. Not everyone needs to follow the Satanic path - in fact, it's a path only for the few.
But then again, even if not as much by conscious choice, in a way they also have served Satan.
I'm truly grateful for everything offered to me, everything I can have in my life now when in the past I had nothing. Not even anything really worth calling it a life at all. But how things have changed!
We can still win, and I'll make sure we will. I wish to serve Satan, in everything I do.
Honor & loyalty.
Praise Satan!!!
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